Kaiko Manson

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Gangsta Bear!!
Peer judgment

You are scared of what you can't comprehend
Every time I walk by you got Kaiko phobia
If you hatin your girl is gonna sit back
And watch my wrath unfurled on your ass

You Kaiko are found guilty on wearing fashionable attire
Man why you gotta judge me for
I never bother you before
I just dress for the chicks
Let me put on my kicks and listen to this mix
My swag is phenomenal when I rock it like a g
Can I just see your double d
I'll be the best you ever had I garuntee
These noobs are trying to hold me back
But I gotta get out
They say that's gay but I know this about
Success is in my blood running through my veins
Sometimes my ambition makes me vain
But without it I'd go insane
If I cant win I'm a fly away like a crane

You are scared of what you can't comprehend
Every time I walk by you got Kaiko phobia
If you hatin your girl is gonna sit back
And watch my wrath unfurled on your ass


I wrote this song because I enjoy pump up music about fighting because it really empowers me. Music gives me power, it lights my blood on fire as if it were gasoline. I don't think I would be as good of an athlete if I didn't have music about fighting and winning. This song reflects my views for the purpose of music in my life and how it can give me wings. When you are an athlete it is vital to find something that encourages and strengthens you mentally. It may be an image, song, person, or ideal. Occasionally images help me persevere in tough times. The image I usually use is a man clothed in shadows arising from an inferno of flame and chaos. I don't have a person that empowers me so I tap into my inner brain and summon pump up songs such as "till I collapse" by Eminem when I am in pain. Songs such as this one create my image in my mind and sometimes I bring forth quotes such as "A man who won't die for something is not fit to live by Martin Luther King Jr. These quotes and images are conjured by music and make me the person I am today. When playing water polo I use this technique of energizing myself. For example when I was playing a water polo tournament in Fresno energizing myself saved my team. In one of the four games my teammates were incompetent to the California kids and also inferior to them at all athletic levels. While on defense I saw a bad pass coming to my man, my whole body was tired and I just wanted to let it go and not do anything. In mid air I reached into my subconscious and conjured my image of power and fire. The image ignited my veins with blue flames and I shoved everything including my pain and exhaustion out of my mind and leapt out of the water. I grabbed the ball in mid air and sprinted down to the other side. I swam to about five meters from the goalie and slammed that ball at the cage; the goalie didn't have a chance. I threw all my anger my hatred for losing and incompetence with that ball. It transformed into a comet of ambition and perseverance. The comet hit the back of the cage with a swish and I was chosen for the Olympic camp. I always leave everything in the pool at games and always will. This ideal applies to schoolwork and other endeavors; I always go all out.
This song also focuses on the peer judgment that occurs at Punahou. Frequently people are teased for wearing "gay" clothes that are really just fashionable. Those people just want to look good but instead they are teased and accused of being gay. Sometimes I agree that a few people looking annoyingly gay but that does not mean I should tease them and go behind their backs about it. If a person wants to wear a certain garb it is not anyone else' business. It is embarrassing to be teased about your attire and sometimes even hurtful. I know how it feels to be hurt and so I never ridicule people for their clothing and I hope this song helps people think twice before they mock someone who is only trying to look fashionable. In addition if a person is actually homosexual designating that person can be extremely painful and awkward for that person. I hope this song is capable of changing someone's life as much as it has caused me to review my choices and actions. Without invigorating music I might be a different person and surely I wouldn't be able to find inspiration to always give a task my all, including this paper.